i raise my brow at you.

2 years.

its been two years or more since i have been part of this group they call Ateneo Debate Society.
and because i have learned to love almost everything this club offers me, it earns a blog. :))

but this thing is not about the club. its about the people who ruin the club for me or for other people who simply care.

on my second year, people came in. they, at first, showed interest and were like sheep. but as time passed by, the seniors were starting to be more friendly. and they abused it. they were taught things over and over just to realize, after very session, that no matter how many times you teach, they wont learn simply because they dont want to learn. and yet, i still dont get why they are there.

but because they are staying, we still had little hope. and that little hope kept us patient even though these people who we are teaching are verbally and physically not treating us right considering the year level and closeness gaps.

and now it came to threats and hatred. how lovely did things turn out to be. (sarcasm) they are mad because of no clear reason. you try to reach out and talk to them, but they wouldnt even look at you. and now demands for apology are being presented through other connections. i wonder why we cant personally talk about this.

but, unlike other people, i do not apologize to people for things i did not even do wrong. in fact, i dont even know what they wanted an apology for. it is because apologies are very precious and are not supposed to be said unless it is meant.

and unlike other people, i simply do not get threatened by people quitting, or even by flying shoes... it is because i know i didnt do anything that might cause them to throw me shoes. which means, they have their own psycho problems.


so, how dare them. how dare them get mad. how dare them choose to tattletale and not confront us immediately. how dare them demand for an apology for something that isn't even clear. how dare them use other people just to tell us that something is wrong. how dare them.

and to think we thought they were actually good people.

note: refers to one person.:)