arts and crafts are so not me.

gsp training week. makasakit ng ulo.
haay. you have to wake up earlier than usual, but then you still end up late.
you have a lot of things to do.
you got those arts and crafts which i dont totally enjoy.

arts and crafts.
arts and crafts?
what the.

they are the suppoed 'highlights' of the training. but... hindi kami magkasundo. sadly.

first activity:paper cutting.
reaction: pucha. pinapagaralan pala yan.

gaad. i hated it. first, mabilis masyado magturo si 'tagaturo'. tapos, hindi pa talaga namin makuha ung tamang fold. mahangin pa talaga. GAAAD. damnit.

second activity:flower making
reaction: lecheng petals.; anong straw, tiebox kaya yan, HALER.

isa pa ito. id say that this is the most frustrating part of the training. kasi, you have to make the petal out of the tiebox. tapos. kailangan mo man iexpand yan. XET. i dont have delicate hands. palagi xang marip. i got pissed off. tas un, si dia na lang tigaexpand. pagkatapos nun, you have to twist the strip of tiebox. that was manageable. after that, to have to put your finger in that things para maging deep xa, then twist ulit. i hated this part. no matter how hard/gentle you twist, it unwinds. xet namaaan. what i did was inipit ko siya sa book. nakakainis. it worked. pero panandalian lang. XD. last came the attaching part. ang piakafrustrating. last step. pinakacrucial. i hated it so much.

third activity:papier mache.
reaction: waaw. sayanga sa apple ui. pano mo man yan matanggal?

haha. ung nagalit si fr pabs kasi we put our dry, unfinished works in his garden. kung ganun na man lang, sana hindi niya kami pinayagan na mag ganun in the first place. if he did that, maraming sasaya.lol. it was the first time na nakapnta ako sa bhay ni dia dahil dito. half day kami ngalagay ng directory pages sa apple. stuppiiid. tas dito din kami naadik sa back dorm boys. hehe. ito ang pinakamatagal tapusin. XD

fourth activity: sewing
reaction: grumpy face;autistic mode.

one of my hatest. kahit na sabihin niyong basic yan, it doesnt seem like it. gaad. straining masyado. ugh. blaaaa. xet. uuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhh. gggrrraaaarrr. nuff said.

fifth activity: tie dying
reaction: at last.! last na. ; hala ka, kafuunn.

ito lang ung naamaze ako. haha. pero the available colors wouldnt silence my soul. kaya naginarte kami at gumawa ng bago. ayun, kami tuloy ang pinakahuling natapos.

last activity: MERGRANDEEE!!!
reaction: hay salamat, beach.

naigno lang ako sa day na ito. i learned how to fry an egg with a paper bag. yebaaa. nafrustrate din ako sa day na ito. kasi nung presentation ready-ing time, walang gingapanggawa ang mga groupmates ko. they had their own worlds. there came a time na nagawhisper na lang kami ni ate scout leader kung ano ang gawin, tas nagend up na gumawa ako ng own ko na poem tas piacorrect ko sa kanya. kami lang ang nagcare. no matter how much you ask them to cooperate, they wont. its very frustrating. how the hell can you be effective scout leaders if you dont learn how to listen,participate, and cooperate??? haler. its just so unfair. UNFAIR.

finally, natapos ang araw. ngaplayground kami. i made friends with the statues, and gained friends on the way home. okay lang ako. im tired.

aun. napakahaba. whole week asessment man. gaaa. to hell with this.

hmpf.

hindi ko alam kung alam na niya kung ano ang puwede niyang malaman pero hindi dapat. kung alam ko lang na puwede nia pala itong malaman, hindi ko na sana ito pinaalam sa kinauukulan. sabi ng mga kinauukulan na hindi malalaman ng taong iyon ang kanyang puwedeng malaman dahil sa walang nakakaalam kung hindi sila lamang. pero ngayon, may mga "hint" na ang taong iyon tungkol sa mga hindi niya dapat malaman. kaya ngayon, hindi ko na ipapaalam sa mga kinauukulan ang mga bagay na hindi dapat malaman ng isa o higit pa na bilang ng mga tao dahil ang mga kinauukulan ay may malaking bibig at sinasabi sa ibang tao ang mga kaalaman na hindi dapat malaman ng lahat. naiinins na ako ng lubos sa mga kinauukulan dahil hindi sila marunong tumikom ng kanilang mga bibig at hindi sabihin ang mga hindi dapat malaman ng ibang tao.

LECHE KAYO.

ignorante ako sa blogging.

its my first blog. yay me.

well actually, the sole purpose of me having a blog is because i want to feel how it is to actually WRITE a blog. so technically ignorante ako. [well... more of curious... pero fine. XD.]

so. i know how it feels. its just like your talking, kaya lang mas nakakapagod. haay.
i remember the times when i had that "virtual diary" of mine. . i write about what happens to me, who pisses me off, and what not. it was stupid, kasi notepad lang un. (kayo ba naman pagkaitan ng internet for how many years.. you tend to do desperate things...) then i forgot about it and stopped. haha i was in grade six back then...

then i looked back at it last week and i realized how absurd it was. it made me look back at all the stupidities and the "emoness" of my grade school life(lingid sa kaalaman ng iba, shaky ang aking grade school life...). i even saw a lot of typos and all that. its always fun to look at old memories...

i also realized na makatulong talaga ang blogging(or even peseudo-blogging) in a persons life. it helps you not to burst. i shall therefore call blogging as the virtual buddy that you can talk to and send a message with.

ayan. kaigno ko magblog. bago pa kasi ba. waa.