:)

its not this day. its not how they bug me. its not the rain. its just me.

there are times when you feel like the people around you tend to.... uhhh... "feel"(?) that they planned to sabotage your day one little step at a time. its like... suicidal.

wait. i always feel suicidal. whats wrong with me?

hmm.

there will be no white flag above my door..
im in love, and always will be.

yes. its true. i will always be in love. we all will.

and as for the suicidal problem, well..
being suicidal is a part of who i am. and if i take it away, i wouldnt be.. me.